Monday, November 29, 2004
ladidums. suddenly dont feel like going anymore. but oh wells. i always feel lidat before i go on a holiday. yeps. once i go there. ha ! happiest person on earth until STH happens. haha.
damn tired. feel like slping agn. -yawns-
xiaoting : haha ! tried tagging.. but duno hw come cannot tag. oh wells. anw.. the stickers right. i dont think everyone returned the stickers to me yet. yupps. oh and the damn banner is still hanging at father barre. yupps. other ccas took dwn theirs le. ours is the only one still up. HAHAHA ! retardedness. and the posters ! really la. seriously man. think we are going to die ? and im gona get killed by pnut. :/ yupps. HAHA ! I MISS U TOOS ! (:
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
Sunday, November 28, 2004
watch
the incredibles the night before. yepp.
watch
mvp qing ren agn last night. dont wana tok bout wad happened. yeps.
watching
shark tales tmr morning or sth. yeps.
there were change in plans ! and im going bangkok tmr night ! woohoo ! shop and shop and shop ! will be back on fri. yeps. haha. dont miss me too much ! (:
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
Friday, November 26, 2004
HAVE BEEN SITTING HERE FER HOURS TRYING TO FIC THE DAMN GUESTBOOK ! BUT NTH HAPPENS !!! DAMN IT ! SOMEONE PLS HELP ME ! THIS DAMN THING IS REALLY KILLING ME ! ARGHHH !!!!! SOMEONE JUST HELP ME FIX MY FREAKIN GUESTBOOK PLS !
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
why is it tt only my forehead hurts ? like ok ! i din really face the sun very much lor. bloody hell..
anw... my twins back ! yeps. so happy. yep yep. must see all the pics they took. yeps. (:
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
Thursday, November 25, 2004
went swimming with
pau.. hu din wake up on time AGN ! hahahaha.
damn it la. argh. went tanning and i came back with an uneven tan !! rahs ! like crappp la. den i din expect it ta be so black ! rahs. so yucks nw. wad i wanted was a golden brown tan. nt like this ! k but nvm. the thing will fade.... yups. and this is better than being white.
yeps will be leaving fer thailand on 2 dec. yeps. will be back on 6dec .
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
so damn happy. i finally managed to slp. yeps. slept before 12.45 and i woke up at 11 ! woohoo !! i slept. i slept. i slept! yeay !
nw.. i must lose weight. i obviously cant stave myself cos tt aint gona work knowing myself. and i cant possibly be going to the gym everyday so noone can pei me. and im so freakin lazy. so yeps. hw ? i oso duno. go swimming oso cannot cos it'll spoil my hair even more. die la die la.
dont really wana stay online today. cos its gona be freakin boring agn.
and i realised tt the pool always got guys can. wana kick them out of the pool. so there better be noone in the pool when me and pau and cheryl and jinghui (tt is if they are going) are going swimming cum tanning... (:
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
walao ! -rolls eyes- thanks man. ask me to go off after u ask me to do yer shit. thanks alot ! hhmph. like wadever (bimbo style) !!!
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
i love me and me and me and me and me and me and me and me and me and me and me and me and me and me and me and me and me and me and me and most importantly ME !
yeayyyy.. wheeeeeeeeeeeeee........... this is fun ! and i am crazy. WHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH !
shall go watch tv. -yawns-
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
man ! this damn blogger took sooooo long to be ok ! its wroking alr. so hu cares.
my eyes are sooo gona drop out. sooo freakin tired. rahs. yest slept at 2 sth... then every hour wake up at elast one time. :/ until 8 la. peacefully slept until 10.30.
today worse man. slept at 12 sth den like wad ?! wake up at 5 sth ?!?!?!?! my gosh. think im crazy. must miss sch sooo much tt i even woke up at 5 without having to put any alarm. rahs. after tt cldnt fall back aslp. like goodness can u imagine... i was like tossing and turning on my bed trying to make myself fall aslp agn. and i still din slp. like crapppp. until like 8 sth 9 sth. den i decided to get out. cos i cldnt stand it anymore.
den the freakin com got problem la. LIKE THANKS MAN !! and noone was online. rahs. then fianlly zhijue came online. was talking to him. and he ask me to play cs ? like oookkk. end up i oso dont have cs so cant play. den just continue rotting lor. bloody hell. rahs.
if i go swimming nw. i'll end up drwoning can.. rahs. but its so hot and nice. can go and tan. but nooooooooo.... the sun must always be so hot and nice when im nt going tanning. when i go then it keeps flying away. like ROARS !
going bonkers liao. must be due to lack of slp. tsk tk tsk. im just eating and eating and eating cos im so damn bored. and im sooooo FAT ! like shit !!!!!!! hw to lose weight ? :/ then like i nvr grow ?! crap la. i dun wana stay this short forever. help me.... shall go look fer sth to stretch myself. then i maybe have a chnce of growing taller. (: like tie my hands and legs to sth tts far apart. and just stay. sure stretch one. (: yeps.
k la. really going mad liao. i dont even noe wad im blogging about. and tts so SHITIFIED ! k crap. nvm. rahs.
oh yes and i want gaoxing ! hu ever can gte gao tien qi to come right up to my door step will get a million bucks frm me. but it must be the actual gao tien qi. yeps yeps. my darling gao tien qi has a beautiful fan club. hahahaa. but hes mine i sae. mine !!!!! and none can tk him away frm me. but walao. i just one damn yucks foto of him la. some pics he really looks super cute. but tt foto look skinny like shit man. so yucks. so nt him.
his profile :
Name: Gao Tian Qi
Nickname: Angu
Birthday: 11/09/1983
School: National Taiwan Normal University
Horoscope: Virgo
Blood type: A
Nationality: Taiwanese
Birth Place: Yi Lan
Height: 176cm
Weight: 72kg
Shirt no: 09
Tv Serials: MVP Valentine
smart right. i just love him. but he really does need to eat. (: HAHAHAHAHA !
really bonkers alr man. rahs !!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
Monday, November 22, 2004
i hate you and you and you and you and you and you ! rahs ! i hate everyone !! rahs ! this stupid world sucks ! sucks biggg time ! like major :/ ! crapppp.
nt feeling too good nw la. if u noe wads best fer u. dont talk to me. (: yeps.
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
Have you ever...
1. Seen a Ghost ?
nopes. dont think so
*2. Smoked ?
NO !
*3. Lost Your Cellphone?
no... its too precious
*4. Got A Boyfriend/Girlfriend In IRC ?
no. i dont use irc. (:
*5. Lost Your Best Friend Forever ?
no.
*6. Dreaming to Be A Celeb ?
dont mind being one. but i dont dream of being one
*7. Had Nightmares ?
ya
*8. Loved 2 Boys/Girls In The Same Time ?
yeps. (:
*9. Met Your Fave Celeb ?
no..
*10. Been Kissed On Your Lips?
no.
*11. Ate So Much You Vomited?
almost. whahahahaha
*12. Had A Pet ?
ya duh !
*13. Had A Long Relationship ?
no? had one tt lasted 5 freakin days ?!
*14. Bought Some Expensive Thing To Ur Loved One?
duno leh.
*15. Fought With Your Boy/Girlfriend ?
no. whahahahahah !
*16. Had Love Triangle ?
duno if its counted anot la. hahahaha
*17. Had An Accident ?
ya. wah piang..
*18. Slept In Your Class When The Teacher Is Teaching ?
DUH YES !
*19. Tried To Kill Yourself ?
nvr tried. always wanted to though.
*20. Been To A Pub/Club?
no. so guai right ?
*21. Had Sex ?
DUH NO !!!!!!!!!!
*22. Been So Drunk ?
no.. dont drink.
*23. Fought With Others Before?
yeps.
*24. Been A Trouble Maker ?
tt one.... nt very sure la. (:
*25. Run Away From Home ?
run to where?
took this frm friendster. yeps. nth to do mah...
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
Sunday, November 21, 2004
HAHAHA !
finally i have like ppl saying tt gao tien qi is damn cute and shuai ! woohoo !! -dances ard- yeps. though he isnt THAT cute anymore. but still haha.. gaoxings mine !
hahahaha. sighh. super boring man. they all left fer thailand this morning. yeps. cant go. ): nw tt my twin is gone.. its gona be even wrose. -pouts- super boring. sighhh.. gona miss her super duper much ! yeps.
rahs. my shopping trip to thailand maybe cancelled. ): damn it ! i wana shop and shop and shp and shop and shop and shop !
yeps. anw.. jed had a bbq last night. yeps. haha. ryans sis is like wayyyyy cute ! gosh ! runs in the family i think. HAHA. yeps. was damn funny la. all crazy one. hahaha. den damn dumb oso. but wad can i sae. ahahahhahaha. wadever la. woke up damn late agn today. :/ woops.
yes ! and i watch
barbie as the princess and the pauper[?] yeps. haha. its a musical. and think its nice. i love musicals. (:
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
Saturday, November 20, 2004
feeling really :/ nw. yupps. damn screwed up.
duno why. but i ghuess my mood is swinging. feeling kinda horrible nw.
hope
YOU can just stop being such an asshole and thinking so highly of yerself. i duno if u are gona read this. but pls..... i dont even noe why the hell ppl sae tt yer crappy.. when yer soooo nt ? the pro (me) is right before yer eyes. learn !! and i dont even wana talk bout looks la ok. HA ! so pls.... yeps. and stop wadever nonsense yer doing. u think its very fun isit ? HAHA ! like wadeverrrr.. u'll end up (sooner or ltr) hurting yerself (which i dont care cos its yer problem) and other ppl. yeps. oh yes. dont think tt yer very great la. -rolls eyes-
woke up at 12 sth la ! my gosh. damn tired. :/
to the ppl tt read my blog : do nt ask hu am i referring to yeps. if yer smart enuf.. u'll noe.
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
Friday, November 19, 2004
haha ! today was sooo super nt boring ! yeay ! fer once.
mummy bought me a
cleo mag.. which i read till about duno wad time. den i went swimming tanning and gymming with my dear
twin !
she went back at ard 4.30 ?
jianrong and
dee came over at 6.30.
went to watch
mamamia with
jianrong dee and
jas. yeps. haha. my conclusion: the show was damn nice. except fer the seating. it totally sucked. :/ oh wells. but.. it was still very nice la. yeps. love the songs. HAHA !
damn tired. tmr
jeds having a bbq. ... yeps. wad can i sae. haha !!
after talking to this 2 crazy ppl.. shall go ta slp.
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
Thursday, November 18, 2004
eh ! wads yer problem ah ? its the HOLIDAYS !! u want me to spell fer u ? H-O-L-I-D-A-Y !! it clearly states in the dictionary tt it is a day of rest. got tt ?!
so if i wana watch tv. use com. use fone. use MY fone. den tts my problem. and stop nagging and scolding . do u expect me to study during the holidays ? u ask me to read wad shit books. u help me find summore comice. den i go and read fer u to see la. or else... SHUT UP ! im nt a freakin nerd ! :/
right. anw........ niccc is back !! woohoo ! k. and pau is recovering. yeps. means.. i'll be going tanning and to the gym SOON. woohoo !! yeps. shall enjoy my boring day !
CRAPPP. just rmbed. got shitified piano lesson today. -screams- :/
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
come home soon
It's been two days and I'm missin' you already
Never really thought you could mean
So much in such a little time
Think about the nights when I'm lyin' in your bed
With my chest resting your head
Now that you're gone I'm here to stay
I think I'm fallin' down. Down down down
With a bad case of love. Love love love
I think I'm falling for you. You you you
I think, I'm falling in love
When you come back all I wanna do is hold you
Have a blast even though there's nothing to do
Hold you close and look you in the eyes
So just come back and I'll tell you how I feel
Never knew how easy you could steal
My heart I miss you come home soon
I think I'm fallin' down.Down down down
With a bad case of love. Love love love
I think I'm falling for you. You you you
I think, I'm falling in love
I think, I'm fallin' in love
I think, I'm fallin' in love
Cause I know that you won't be home when I call you
You're in England now, I hope that you'll be home soon
Cause I know that you won't be there when I call you, NOW
I think I'm fallin' down. Down down down
With a bad case of love. Love love love
I think I'm falling for you. You you you
I think, I'm falling in love
I think, I'm fallin' in love
I think, I'm fallin' in love
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
OH ! and does anyone wana watch mama mia this fri night ? got one ticket to sell. its ONLY 27 bucks. cheap cheap. (compared to the rest of the tickets la ) hurry tell me hor !!!!! and someone plsssss buy the ticket.. :/
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
the sports girls are back !
yeps. sigh.. today is gona be an extra boring day. maybe the night is gona be boring too but day is worse. :/ mums coming home super extra early today. whyyyy ???
nvm. sigh. means no fone. no com. no handphone. watch too much tv.. still die.. rahs. wad am i suppose to do ? :/ crap la.
hahaha.. anw.. SHES out of critical condition liao. haha. (:
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
watching baby looney tunes nw. super cute. hahahaha. yeps.
daff is stupid. ahahahahhaha. baby taz super cute. whahahahha.
hope she'll be fine. and she'll be out of critical condition soon. sighh. poor girl..
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
pau is finally back. yeay !!
suppose to go gym with cheryl today ? but cheryl cant ? or sth lidat. yeps. :/
hah. need to lose weight. yep yep. cos its getting really disgusting. (:
gosh ! this is getting damn freaky !!
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
Monday, November 15, 2004
woohoo !!!!!!!! like im so damn happy !! its been quite some time since i last when shopping.. and act bought sth................. like HAHA!!
went to far east and bought a white skirt and a pink netted top. and a black jacket. yeps. hahahaha !! yeay!!
goshhhhh.. just heard some sad news.... like k... im going to pray fer me darling sec4 senior. yeps. duno why such things happen to such nice ppl.. :(
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
Saturday, November 13, 2004
took this frm cheryls blog ? yups. im just super bored nw. so shall just entertain myself by answering thses lame questions. damn lame man.. hahaha !
1 what is the brand of your hp?
nokia.
2 what'll you do if you see your gf/bf hugging a guy/girl?
see hw the shit is tt bitch related to him la. if its a friendly hugg then i can give her one toos ! (:
3 have a gf/bf?
erms.... noooooo ?
4 have your own room?
wish i did
5 hates?
real bloody sick bitches. liars. and other stuff.
6 fears?
haha. nth. jaime yong fears nth. righttt. over my dead body. im damn scared of pain. and prob some other stuff la.
7 where do you live?
here ?! like DUH !
8 what would you do if somone tells you he/she likes you?
den i'll feel damn screwed up... even if tt person is someone tt i like.
9 how are you feeling now?
everything ? pissed. crazy. bonkers. super BORED. everything la !
10 where do you hangout?
do i get a chance to ? HA ! no. act yes. my own hse la.
11 what are you good at?
talking crapppp.. just plain nonsense. all rubbish. (:
12 what will you do if you cant stand a person?
depends on hw bad the situation is.
13 what do you want?
look at my wishlist. yeps. apart frm my wishlist i want other things.
14 a word that describe you?
major fatness !! crazy ? bonkers ? (: HA ! dont ask me la.
15 what is your dream?
to continue dreaming.
16 day/night?
depends.
17 sunset/sunrise?
sunrise
18 like a romantic bf/gf?
yeps. (:
19 what will you do if theres an opposite gender that attracts you?
HAHA !talk to tt person ?
20 are you an independent person?
maybe. maybe nt. i duno. i hope so. but then agn. i dont think so.
21 do you like school?
erms yes. but if yer talking bout the studies part then NO !
22 are you stubborn?
haahahahhahahahahhahaha. guess so. (: sometimes la
23 believe in god?
yeps. and im gods mummy !! (:
24 your favourite physical feature?
???? huh ?! wad kinda question is tt ? i duno !!
25 believe in fate?
maybe. sometimes ?
26 get pissed off easily?
yep yep. piss me off and die ! cos i havent been in a gd mood.
27 like your parents?
love my parents. just tt ahem.. ya....
28 are you a materialistic person?
hahahahaha.. think so ? sometimes la.
29 believe in love?
DUHH
30will you get a tattoo?
nooooooooo.. never ! very cool meh ? pls la.
31smoke?
nooooo. pls lor. so smelly can. dont like it when ppl smoke.
32 club / pub?
nopes. dont thinki really like tt kinda places ?
33 will you forgive your gf/bf if he/she cheats on you?
maybe..
34 will you expect your gf/bf to forgive you if you cheats on him/her?
why wld i wana cheat on him ?
35were you on a trip recently?
dont think so.
36 fav country?
lame question. do i look like i got tt much money to fly ard the world ?
37 are you impatient?
ya. sometimes.
38 which brands?
almost all ?
39 do you organise parties often?
HEEHEE !! yes !!!!! my own one la.
40do you have good friends?
yeps. and i love them ! (:
41 do you think you are good looking?
noooo.. but im nt THAT ugly la.
42 do you care about looks?
yaaaaa..
43 do you think that you are a good gf/bf?
hw wld i noe.
44 do you use vulgarities?
sometimes. controlling nt to use.
45 do you quarrel with people easily?
erm. seriously piss me off then i see la.
46 are you forgiving?
hahaha. ya.. think so. to me i am. but like to pretend to be angry. (:
47 do you get hurt easily?
maybe. i duno
48 do you prefer guys/girls wif long/short hair?
guys - short
girls - look good in both. like DUHHHH !!
49 do you prefer slp or eat?
slp slp slp.
50 is your hair colored?
erm.. brown ? but like theres red and black too ? whahahaha.
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
the first cut is the deepest
I would have given you all of my heart
But there's someone who's torn it apart
And he's taken just all that I had
But if you want I'll try to love again
Baby, I'll try to love again but I know
The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know the first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to being lucky he's cursed
When it come to loving me he's worst
I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
And I'm sure going to give you a try
And if you want I'll try to love again (tryyy)
Baby, I'll try to love again but I know
The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know the first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to being lucky he's cursed
When it come to loving me he's worst
i still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
But I'm sure gonna give you a try
'Cause if you want I'll try to love again (try to love again)
Baby, I'll try to love again but I know
The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know, the first cut is the deepest
When it come to being lucky he's cursed
When it come to loving me he's worst
The first cut is the deepest baby i know
The first cut is the deepest try to love again...
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
hahaha.. think i shld go get some memory loss kinda thing like nw ? like ahahhahaha.. den i dont hafta rmb anything i dont want to. i can just forget bout everything. and i'll be like all " huh ?" hahahaha. and tts gona be damn funny.
someone asks me " hi. wads yer name ?"
me" ermm.. i cant rmb "
hahahha.. then the person will be all like " ok.. hi ermm.. i cant rmb" (: hahahahah
xiaoting says tt my name is hhahahahahahahaha.
i said my surname is haha. so its haha hahahahahahaha. wheeeee. just a niceeeeee long name ! like i think i got the longest name ? hahahaha. and the best part is. my chi name is like one one word.. just tt u hafta write it a few times. yeay !! (:
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
im super happy nw.. hahahhaa. feel so much better. i dont know hw.. but i feel much much better ! yeps. so its major happiness frm nw on .. (:
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
all tt below is all
shit. so dont hafta care bout it. read it alr ? hahaha. pretend u nvr read anything. (:
it was all thanks to tt idiot tt i cldnt slp last night. and woke up so early this morning. wad happened last night made me think bout wad happened last yr. hahahhaa. and i was practically going crazy. ladidums.
feeling major sadness now.. duno why.... sighhhhhh
duno if wad i did was right. felt it was right.. but stilllll.. sigh..
HAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH !
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
Friday, November 12, 2004
bored bored bored !!
super duper bored. gosh... theres sth wrong with the damn blogger too !! or is thwere sth wrong with my damn com !! like wad the hell. super pissed off..... feel like eating agn.
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
woohoo !! damn happy la. got my first choice fer streaming. c3.. ss with geog. hus going same class as me nxt yr ??? may go same calss as pau.. wheeeee.. at lest i hope so !
yeps. paus living fer heer holiday nw.. have fun mei chee pau !! when she comes back. three of us are going tnaning agn. yeay !! bad thing is my hair will screw up agn. :( yeps. have ta keep washing my hair like duno hw many times then the stupid swimming pool smell was gone. yucks. >_<
yeps. and jason wants his name in the entry. so yeps. we were playing the stupid game. which i keep losing to him... -_-''' then today play until like duno wad lidat. dont even noe wad im doing la. wad the hell.
ok anw.. like last nights the champion ? like oh my gosh.. yilin sucks can. and shes gona die la. yupps. hahaha. but tt stupid bitch is gona join the other team .. like wad the hell.. stupid poots. wadever la. its just a show . yeps.
gona tk me lunch !
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
Thursday, November 11, 2004
wad the hell.. everyone got no hands and no legs izzit ?! keep asking me to do so many things. nt like u got some physical problem den u cannot do right ?! its cos all of u are just plain lazy.. but yer nt the only lazy one ard. i want to be lazy oso k !!!!!! wa piang !!!!
u want sth. go get it yerself. you want sth done. do it yerself !!!!!! if u can just sit there and look and wait. then u can do it yerself !! oh my gosh !!!!! stupid assholes !!! rahs !!!!!!
like hello ???? i cant even use the freakin com in peace can i ??
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
went swimming with
pauline agn today at 0945 ? was suppose to be 0900. but obviously someone cldnt wake up la. ahhahah. anw. yeps. my arms and legs were freakin aching la. oh wells. and i got a freakin tan ! like woohooo !! finally !!!!! but its only my back la. wad the hell. -_-''' hafta work on the front nw. yeps. and i got a razor back tan ! woohoo !!
must go exercise more ! and lose summore weight. haha. but.. shall wait until my arms and legs stop aching. haha. den shall ask princess cheryl tan to come and go gym with me. too bad mei chee pau wldnt be in spore. or else can ask her come oso ! (:
anw. after swimming i had to go back to bathe den go out fer lunch ? like shit. ate so much lor. rahs. all my effort has been wasted !
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
gosh.. my eyeballs just hurt so much. i feel like slping agn ? ahahahahhahaha. and i feel so damn sweaty and sticky. yucks- must go and bathe another time. waste water and soap. rahs.
wheres my di ????? argh !!! horrible person..
and the bloody friendster tk so damn long to get fixed ah.. they better put back all the testimonials. or i'll kill them. rahs !
hahahahaha. mood swinging.. hahahaha. yeps. wadever. its over. well its gona be over. i hope so. hahahaha. so tt tmr 9am i wont hafta worry agn. (:
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
just came back frm my wonderful gym. yeps.
two smart ppl called me at 12 to make me go to the pool. yeps. alr bathed. yeps. but still.. i went swiming with
pauline and
cheryl. yeps. and i was damn scared la. wad the hell. hahahhaha. yeps. din really tan la. cos there wasnt really any sun. sigh..
yupps. went back home ta bathe agn. and practise piano. then went over to the gym with the both of them. and we exercised. hahahaa. a miracle.... fer me la. whao. hope i lose weight man. yeps. better nt eat too much. or all my effort will be damn wasted. yeps. hahahahahha.
today was
healthy and
fun. ahhahahahhaa. -looks at cheryl- sounds familiar. ahhahahahhaa..
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
boring boring boring
just got told off. rahs. menopausing. so i'll let u off. hhmph.
fine! i'll pack my damn area. happy ?!?!?!?!?! rahs. and i'll play the freakin piano. rahs. so sickenning.
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
Monday, November 08, 2004
welcome to my life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just
don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When
nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be
hurt
To feel
lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
went ta the american club fer na's party. yups. her younger sis looks so like her. and shes damn cute. hahahahha. playing her puny violin. both of them are so alike. yeps. stayed there till like 10 or sth ? went out to get a cab. and my conclusion : taxi drivers are damn blind.
we took like so damn long to get a cab. we walk cris half way home first. den me and bel walk and walk and walk and walk sooo far to get a freaking cab. reached home at ard 11 ? yupps. cant believe tt my mum let me come home myself so late.. woohoo ! (:
na : thanks fer the invitation !! yeps. (:
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
Saturday, November 06, 2004
hahhahhaa. got SUPER pissed yesterday. yeps.
today went back to school to finish the interact board. and i think oits nice ! yeps. anyone hu disagrees just shut up before i slp u. ahahhahaha. yeps. helped them with the chiangrai baord fer a lil while ? yeps. then at ard 2 when the open hse was gona start i ahd to go back home. yeps. and have been sooo bored.
den fianlly i managed to come online ! like woohoo !! like finally. yeps. bored of blogging. yeps. gona cont adding ppl on firendster. (: have nth better to do anw. (:
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
i hate nj man !!!!! arghhh. major morons ! like ok ! they are stealing all the st nicks students ! like go find yer own! dont steal. its bad. and give us back our students !! before i write a complain letter !! HHMPH !!!!
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
woke up so many times this morning. nic called when i was still slping. she asked if i wanted to go hand in the confirmation slip with her. yeps. said no. then after tt i wanted. hahaha. madness. end up my mum sae no. so wad the hell. made nic wait fer no reason. sorry nic ! she was walking back when mum was driving out. yeps.
put c3 c4 c2 as my options. no bio. sigh. :( but oh wells. suppose to go tanning wth nic ! but its raining. shit la. hope ltr it'll stop raining and den we can go tanning. yeps. must go and tk lunch den play piano. ltr mummy scold agn. haha. finished watching all my dvds. so theres nth to do at home. BORING !
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
Monday, November 01, 2004
have been reading blogs. and there are sooo many ppl leaving sn. either going overseas or they're going to a jc. and its gona be really really really sad cos im gona really miss all of them very much.
though im nt very close to alot of them but im still gona miss all of them very much. yeps. :(
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
