Wednesday, February 28, 2007
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RgSk9EDOMmothats just sth retarded they made me do. why did i agree to it ?????? aiyo. the whole world has been doing it. madness.
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
its kinda sad leaving cj now. esp since ive started to kinda open up and stuff. its like our class is getting so much closer. but sadly theres going to be a few of us leaving. so ya.
i really had this problem with going to school at first. i felt like super out of place. and only when ive just got to settle down i have to say bye bye. ive got to start making new friends agn. which is bloody annoying. whats more annoying is the part about feeling comfortable in school.. to feel that i belong.
so anw. im really glad to have popped into 1T15. meeting this bunch of ppl made me really happy. in a way. no matter how bloody annoying how noisy how retarded crazy bonkers blah blah blah these ppl can get. im really happy to be their dearest HTC. even though the position is kinda useless. haha. i still love them all very much. more or less. (: its been really fun hanging around the really blue school. seeing familiar faces as i walk along the corridors. the very same faces which i had found very new and alienated. HAHA.
watching my classmates go all crazy and high over the most retarded things on earth. screaming and laughing their silly heads off. looking at them all dozing off one by one. breaking and destroying school property bit by bit. hurling vulgarities like nobodys business. i really am going to miss seeing all the cj madness even though its been for just this very short while. im going to miss my scandels. ((: yeayy. and im sooooo going to miss my eyecandies. hurrr. ): im going to miss complaining about hockey. oh my gosh. im going to miss being irritated by sml and parying mantis.
cjcians have made me realised how ppl can become good friends within such a short period of time. how ppl can really truely care about you even though they dont really know you. i may not really say or show it but i really do appreciate having all of them as my friends. im really sorry for not being that happy at first. and im sorry for constantly emoing in class and everything. BUT I REALLLY REALLY LOVE YOU GUYS. i really dont know what to say or how to thank you guys so very much for the past few weeks.
and
eliz !!!! im really going to miss her retarded face. the scary dao get lost cos im irritated face. HAHA ! (: shes been a great friend. a great row partner. bitching partner. RECESS partner. its been really fun hanging with her and talking to her. youre one really sweet thing that im going to miss very very much. youve never failed to be there for me even though we just met not long ago. oh yes. youre my soon to be lesbian partner. HAHAHA ! im going to miss going to the toilet with you. uh huh. thank you for everything. (:
theres going to be a whole lot of ppl that i can list that has been there for me when i felt really down and lost. i dont know why i felt so out of place in the first place. buttttttt. its going to take forever to type everything down. so being the vegetarian noodles who is exactly like a pig. i wont type everything down. im sure everyone knows how much i love them and how much im going to miss them. ):
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
Monday, February 19, 2007
jaime is happy girl. YEAY ! cos shes talking to the one and only miss yeo siqin. ((:
gosh. i miss that pretty girl sooo much. theres just sooooo much for us to talk about. we talk like hell lot of random stuff. chinese new year is not chinese new year without house hopping ! YES ! and shes my fellow house hopper. cos apparently noone wants to house hop with me. but anwwwww. talking to her just makes me reallly happy. come back soon !!!! and stop shitting. you shit for like a supperrrrr long time. ((: AND MY LETTER LIL MISSY !!!
hurrrrrrrrr. its sooooooo boring. i want to go nics hous to play mahjong tonight. i shall and i will. YES ! and im going to play the pianoooo. woooooo. self entertainment.
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
Friday, February 16, 2007
OH YEAY YOU MSGED !
im starting to feel high and happy in school. but too bad. im leaving. hurrrr. as much as i want to leave cj i really do want to stay. and even though its not a very good school ive met really nice new friends. and i dont want to say bye. ok. so i shld look forward to sa. its where ive wanted to go anwwww. so yes. i must learn to stop being so negative and finding fault with everything. and that is if i even get into sa. ha.
tmrs hockey. where ? i dont know. but im going to have ice cream before that. so if we have to run the ice creams going to be coming out of my mouth in a totally different form. ((:
YOURGUARDIANANGEL
Saturday, February 03, 2007
hurrrr. i look like shit in printed out photos. damn it.
yes went back to
st nicks on fri. and i had my
orange bowl. yeayyyy. i felt
super happy. just sitting in the canteen. walking along the corridors. hearing all the noise. sat in for lessons. well sec one lit lessons. ((: in mrs sngs class. omg. and i found this girl who is so like me. she was crying la ! damn sad. then she said that she misses her pri school very very very very much. turns out shes like a super quiet girl. and shes not really very close to her classmates. poor girl. :/ i wanted to buy her sth to cheer her up. but too bad. she was having lessons. and she cant eat in class. youre my new friend. the next time i go back. im going to look for you. ((:
looking at them having lit lessons makes me think back about how we used to have lit. all the half dead faces. HAHAH ! the girl sitting right in front of my face was like sleeping ! gosh. i thought she was having a headache la. tsk. offered her my corn flakes. so that she cld wake up. but she didnt want it. her loss. its damn nice.
headed down to amk central to meet ian. the coolest hang out ever. HAHA ! and i found wee teck there. its been ages since ive seen any one of them. sam poh sent me a sad song. and i like the sad song. and im sooooo hooked. tsk tsk tsk. ok. i shall dump it into my ipod. when im emoing i can listen to it. then i can be like an emo kid. maybe i'll cry. HAHAHAHHA ! im full of pangsai. hahaha.
YOURGUARDIANANGEL